But Zion said, "The LORD has forsaken me,
And the Lord has forgotten me."I have to admit, this sums me up a bunch of the time. I look at those around me, the things they have, the lives they have, and I wonder why I don't have most of that. I wonder what I did wrong, perhaps even why God is punishing me, that I don't have that kind of life?
I know that these thoughts aren't necessarily fair or correct, but I still can't stop thinking them. I think part of it is me trying to shift the blame elsewhere, which I know is wrong. But part of it is the feeling of isolation, that God may have nudged things for me now and then, but other than that doesn't really give a care about me.
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